Poem: Bitter Sweet Love

Did I really Sign a forever contract with *HER*

  Did I really make this decision 

   Questions i  can’t give answers to 

  I married *HER!*

  she is Pleasure itself 

  She knows how to make my sorrows disappear 

  With *HER* I feel like a    child 

  I could make love to *HER* over and over again 

  Then what went wrong?

  With *HER* i lost concentration, 

  I lost my will, My Zeal 

  And my  Family. 

  Mom would always cry herself to sleep 

  Dad would send me away like a dog that i am 

Wallowing in my vomit 

  My beloved sisters could only wish! 

   But I am so in love with *HER*

 I can get all the pleasures I need from *HER*

I love my Bottle of *BEER*

I love *HER.*

my loved ones shake their heads for my FATE

And I wallow every day and night in my addiction 

  When I met *HER* She stole my heart away 

Only My Beer and i

With the illusion she gave me. 

Here I am, 

Rejected 

Dejected 

Unloved

Alone and

Sad………..